Struggles...

Dark menacing clouds gathered above him..
Thunders reverberated and lightning flashed..

He shivered uncontrollably...
Huge stumbling boulders came crashing down like waves eroding the shores..
He started crying piteously, he fell to his knees..
"Help me my Lord!!" he screamed hysterically despite the roaring weather..

Things he cared for, seemed to be far upon his reach..
People he cared for, am I going to see them again?? He questioned himself..
He... He did not want to leave again..
He... His heart grew ached everytime he left..
It'll be another long time for him to see them again, for him to be back again..
But.. Will things still remain as it was when he come back next time??

The gloom silhoutte casted behind him, making him smaller than usual..
His heart, was like a small tiny boat, sailing in the huge, jet-black ocean, with waves like gnashing teeth, rain like pelting missles..
The boat struggled, it can't seemed to find a firm place to hold on to........

Suddenly, a light sparkled..

He glanced towards the direction..
He remembered the One who remains faithful no matter what, the One who is waiting for him everytime, the One who is waiting for him to cry for Him, and He, He will reach out for him...

IF GOD IS FOR US, WHAT CAN BE AGAINST US??

Yet again, nice pics..

A perfect reflection of the colossal mansion, by the stunning sheet of gushing fountain water.

A tremendously fast spinning ball dashing towards the camera, luckily i'm not the camera man..

had it just eaten an ectasy pill?? No wonder it keep shaking the head.. Mad.. Well, at least the water look nice..

Wow.... Amazing.. What else could be more breathtaking than the floating pearly clouds hovering above this huge mountain??

Erm.. Its somewhere in Italy, somewhere somewhere.. Forgot liao.. Anyway, its still beautiful enough..

Back home..

Yesterday 6:00 reached Penang International Airport..
Dad fetched me, back home..
Somehow, not what I expected yet..
Somehow, its just not yet coming..
Uh.. Whatever..
I'll be strong man, I'll be....
Hope everyone have fun during holiday!!
Congrats to people who finished O level...
All the best to people taking SPM...
All the best too to people who are taking PMR and UPSR results..

I love you guys..

Crap

Haha! Fine, I'll sound more cheerful..
My girlfriend complains, nah nag..

Oh tomorrow School!!
Erm i dont think its something cheerful..
But somehow, stupidly, i look forward!! AHh!! NO!! What's with me having this kinda thinking!! :P

Going back M'sia on 13 Nov!! Woohoo!!
Means that I will not see my M'sia gang till next year!
Means that I will not be to school till next year!
Means that I will not be taking MRT till next year!
Means that I will not be spending more than 30 minutes everyday walking till next year!
Means that I will be able to see my M'sia frens back there!
Means that I will be able to see my family, WOOHOO!
Means that.... That.. I will not be able to see my girlfriend till next year...... Woohoo!!

Nah.. My crap.. Get along with it, nag... Muahahaha..
*Gorilla laughing along..*

Update, unreluctantly...

Helo..
What a 'nice' introduction..
Nah..

Now everbody knows, nothing else to hide..
But somehow, still scared, somehow..

Basketball savoured part of my heart..
Jump!! Dribble, not bad.. Shoot, 'perfecting'.. Block, kinda great..

I sucks.. I not gonnna let it take control of me anymore...
Nobody else does, except me!! Oh my!!

How long since I prayed?? Hmmm...
God help me.. :'(