Life as always..

Hows life??
Well, I would like to say that it is perfect,
but no, its not..
However, it is great enough for me to enjoy my everyday..
I'm waiting for God's calling for me, for this few months..
Nope, not yet..
But I'm trying to be Christ-like everyday..
Praise the Lord, He's helping me..
And, few prayers answered.. Amen!!

Oh, school is great, hostel life great, church great, CCA great..
What's not great.... hmm, let's see..
I'm still not getting over some few things, haha, but am trying..
My attitude, not that perfect either, but am trying..
Miss my family alot..
Hehe..
Pray that God's angel will watch over me every moment..
And prosper me Oh Lord..
God bless!!

Could I??

Could I?? Well, it'll be hard..

Hmm.. Ever since I came here,
I've been growing so much that I surprise even myself..
Haha..
Is it worth to come here?? Definitely..
Remembering last year when I applied, was not that happy to come, but merely bcause parents said so..
But if given the chance to change, I wouldnt..

God is great..
Looking over me each and everyday, resurrected me from many troubles, blessed with so many wonderful things..
Oh, and during the first few months of school, or should I say,
During the first six months of the year here, I pretty much hated the school and people..
I was not happy, finding no peacefulness and calmness in my heart,
I sometimes wept...
Hurt so deeply that I wanted to give up everytime..
Well, God is great......

I thank for His amazing grace that still has not given up upon me, despite all the wrong things I've done and despite the many things I've given up..
God is great..
Given me many revelations and visions..
Hmmm..

Thinking of all that He has done in my life,
Changed me, changed my family, changed my life...
And to who I am now......
All glory to Him..

What could I do more??
Well, the answer is not what, its how much..
Can I grew more?? Duh..
Can I change the society, can I change the world?? Who knows?? I have no doubt I would do something great.. God has great plan for me in my future..

Impact lives, is what I aim for, for the future..
And now, to do everything to the best, appreciate every moment of my life, learn and do something worthwhile everyday.. Is what I'll aim to achieve now..

All glory to Him forever and ever..
May my passion continue to burn, may my faith continue to blaze..
Amen.......

Could I?? Yes.......

New start!!

New start!!
Lols.. Its great..
Can it be God's??
Well, maybe..
Should be..

I'm so happy, I found myself enjoying school..

Thank God for that, I've been praying for that..

He answered it, Amen..

Well, mostly, its because of her..
And of coz other things else, friends, myself, teachers....

I found myself becoming hardworking, studying everyday, completing homework on time..
Wahh.. Cant' believe it hor?? So not me.. Haha..
So, thanks to dad mom her yong en.. These people had been motivating me quite alot..
I can achieve to what I am now, its all because of them..

And its great, the feeling is great..

She dare me, to win her in the coming tests..
Well, why not?? She got 14th in class, i got 34th..
But, I'm not stupid, am just lazy..
Muahahaha~
You'll see, you guys will see..
Mom Dad, be proud.. Hehe..

Just hope I will continue lik this till the end, endure till the end..
And not grow weary and give up..
And not to disappoint all of them..
Let's do it!!™ :P

All the best to everyone..

Love God, love family, love her and frens...

-YX-

思念，是成长的一部分。。

我又发神经了，又用华语了！哈哈!
但感觉很爽，很有亲切感。。
嘻。。:D

很想哭勒，真得很想哭。。
这次一个月的假期将结束了。。
又将到学校自虐了。。唉。。
非常超级很很很想念钟灵啦！！
以前那些超级疯狂的一班朋友，到处捣蛋，找事。。
很爽勒！很爽勒！！: )

现在这里的学校呢，还OK啦。。
又不是说到了地狱。。但也不是很天堂。。
还蛮地球一下的。。哈哈！什么废话！
嗯。。总之，不会让我有很多回忆的东西。。
:O

伤心啊！难道接下来的一年半我就只能在这里自虐？
不会吧。。
我告诉自己，要尽量，要学会，好好享受，珍惜每一刻开心，值得回忆地方。。
嗯。。
我想，会很难做到吧。。
尽量啰，我又不是社交能力超强的人。。
我很慢热的。。
慢慢来吧，我相信上帝会把我脱颖而出的。。 ^^

大家，希望你们能好好过这一生吧。。
把每一刻每一秒过得有意义，不然你会后悔的。。

God is waiting for you.. :P

Some thoughts

Today's already saturday..
School's gonna reopen soon..
I've been nervous about it..
Could things change??


I dont wann my holiday and all those stuffs to go to waste..
I realise God is the only one that can understand me..


Sometimes, sacrifices are very good..
But human grow tired too..
And that's when people learn to give up and stop doing anything..
Huh~

Isn't it unfair to give up just because you're tired??
How about the others you love??


Make the most of every opportunity in these evil days. Don't act thoughtlessly, but understand what God wants you to do. Ephesians 5:16,17

Shoot

Ahh, my head is aching every minute...
Is it worth it??
I dont care if its worth it or not..
I'll stil sacrifice..
No matter if that person will never turn back or did smtg else,
I'll endure....
The bible says,

Never giving up on those who love us, never consciously trying to disappoint those who count on us, never deserting those who need us.

Love restored..

Ahh..
Today was great..
Why??
Let's keep it as secret..
=P
As the title suggests, Love restored...
I can't believe its all because of myself..
I hope its the last...
And its also my first..
Haha..
Can you believe it??
Its beautiful...

Ah~ blog alive, for this moment...

Harlo!!!
I've been doing great here..
Many people miss me eh??
I miss you guys too.. =P
Evrything is superb here..
Mid-year exams coming, not so stress..
Things happened, and I'm the one who choose the paths..
Life is wonderful and a miracle..
I hope I can do better..

God bless All the best!!
<3

Shut up

Sometimes, people act stupid because others do so too..
And sometimes, the person who follows others doesnt know about the thing but just merely following them..
What's the point??

I'm great here..
Perhaps if without someone..
But with someone it would be greater..

My blog seemed quite dead..

I wanna learn more..

I LOVE God's love, people love and my love..

Today dated 4 March 2009~~

Tomorrow E Maths test..
Last paper of the test ^^

I did quite OK in this test..

A few subjects improved, not by leaps and bounds.. =P

But still hae a couple of B's and C's, and of course A's!!

Life is great, and will be greater..

I love my phone...

I love talking with my little bro on the phone..

I love God~~

This post is so random..
Well, why not?? Me myself is random..

Starting to have a bad impression on someone(s)..
They are crap, useless to make friends with...

So.............

That's all and all the best for tests!!
God bless^^

22 Feb night..

The clock on my phone displaying 23:31..

Well, it was quite late now..

But that person had already in bed early ago..

Haha..

Tomorrow another day in school..
And then another day, another day..
What's the point of life when everyday is the same???

I've got a target, to try to love everybody else..

I know it'll be hard for me..

Well, just have faith in God..

Tomorrow will be playing bball again ^^
I love bball, especailly when playing with schoolmates, and that person.. =P
I look forward to Wednesday PE lessons, we'll be having another netball tournament ^^

I'm bored, not sleepy..

I'm not sleepy, and bored..

Love each other. Just as I have loved you, you should love each other. Your love for one another will prove to the world that you are my disciples. -John 13:34-35

Love life.. cheers^^

God bless <3

Realising LOVE

I'm back..
Church was as great as ever..
God was as great as ever..

Listening to radio on phone,
staring at the sheet of Chinese essay homework,
but hands on the keyboard,
updating blog..

I realised something...

I'm all along destinied to love people...
Doesnt matter now if others ignore me or abandone me,
or mock me or hate me...
I'll now still love everyone, I'll try..
Although wil be hurt, but I know it'll make others feel good..
And I'll do it...
Thank God for this dream He inspired me..

I'm feeling no more burden now..
My brain is functioning properly again..
Look forward to everyday..

God bless^^

STRENGTHEN

I really wish that I could learn to love life more...
Love people, things and MYSELF...
My passion for God had downslided..
Sad......
I find no true friend...
Everything is sick...
Maybe its myself...
But I just can't afford to continue the way how I'm now..
Maybe I'm destinied to love people..
And I'll get not much love from others??
But I know that God'll continue loving me...
I wish to be strengthen...
I will try my best to hold the wall in front of me, going-to-crumble.............
Nitez~~

HOPE

I'm staying up later and later these few days..
I'm lazy to do all the homework..
I'm breaking-down..
At least there are still some HOPE..
Wish that it will last..
Many disagree and say things behind..
So what??
We'll be strong..
OR perhaps we're strong together..
Cheers though..
Tomorrow going church..
Gonna be the another start of the week again..
Nights <3

Days~~

Its like after exam, slack...
But this kind of slack, its a new kind of slack..
=.=
Hmmmm...
I love bball..
Its like everyday after school play in hostel..
And I love 987fm, every second the earpiece clinging on my ear, and me spamming radio..
I love God too^^ He's so wonderful and He seriously blessed me very much..
Friends, love em!! Everyone are as great as each others, especially THAT person.. =P
And studies, okok laa.. Need to pump more..
Love choir too!! I didnt know that my voice was so good.. =P
And first and foremost, I love myself!!
Wonder what I will give to myself during Valentines Day.. Haha..
Maybe someone giving me something??
Dad?? Mom??
Haha.. Just joking..

Well, days are as great as everyday..
And look forward to everyday..
But its too fast for everything..
Well, cheers!!
God bless^^

Fun...??

Life was great.. At least now....
Nothing to talk on...
But just says that I'm improving on my sosial skills.. Hehe..
Blog.............
Is fun....??

Thinking

Actually, nothing much...
But just now I thought of something important to do next time...
I suddenly felt so blessed, but I just didnt appreciate it....
I pray that I'll be able to handle it next time..

Hmm...
Life's never been so interesting and challenging..
Everyday is an unknown..
Thank God..
Thank God for His ultimate blessing...

Yo!!
Singapore started school on last Friday..
Malaysia started school today!!!
Congrats!!!!
Haha..

Nothing to say, but will try to take some pic in school and post it up here!!
Know wat??
We can bring hp to school!!
Haha..
Don't be jealous..
Its Singapore.. =P

Cheers^^
God bless!!

Confession to 4 people..

I'm sick.......
I had to admit it..
I still doesn't really miss you guys or what..
At least not how as much as you guys miss me..
You guys cried for me, I didn't felt anyting..
I'm feeling immense guiltiness..

But that day, you guys phoned me..
Not exactly special or what..
You guys called me nearly everyday..
Without failed, is that love or what??
But that day, I finally felt what I should had been feeling longlonglong ago.....

This post is not to anyone, is for the 4 persons, who are part of my life..
4 important persons..
1 female, 3 male..
You should know who you are?? Eh??
You guys know each other very much...
Hmmm.. Yea??

That day you guys called me...
I spoke with him, him, him and her...
I suddenly felt so.....
Like all the love flowed into me..
Suddenly I felt that I miss you guys veryvery much..
Hmm...

I wanna says that, I don't really deserve all your guys tears and love..
But I do want to have it..
And I'll try my best to love you guys..

Forgive me of anything wrong I'd done..
I'm so sorry..
I hope you guys'll understand..

I typed this post halfway, and you guys called me again..
Huh... HAHA!!

I felt the love now..
I seriously felt it already....
Thank God...
He didn't let me down after all..
And I really hope that you guys will continue to grow in Christ..
And that you guys will admit that He's the One and the True God..
Who's really really real, to everyone, especially to me...

Last post in year 2008

Haha..
PMR I got 7 A's..
Hmm...
Nothing to say..
But feel unsurprise..
I'm here anyway..
So what's with BM not getting A??
Cheers^^

God bless everyone in year 2009!!
Start afresh!!
Know Him more..
Harvest for life!!

LAST POST IN YEAR 2008